Tuesday, January 20, 2009
World's largest balloon arch
If you're interested in a balloon arch or other decor at your next event. Please call 314-346-2241. Who knows maybe we can even break Greg's outstanding record one day.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
Its not about sincerity
Please hear me today. This is an absolute lie! As Paul headed down the road to Damasscus believing he was doing the very will of God by killing and imprisoning Christians Christ appeared to him and changed his faith.
This is why doctrine is important because doctine is faith. Doctrine and faith change how we live just as it changed how Paul lived.
So how then do we gain proper doctrine and grow in faith? By studying the Word of God. Rom. 10:17 tells us that "faith comes by hearing and hearing by the Word of God." The foundation of our faith is the Bible.
Many people walk around so sure in their faith. They have complete confidence in where they are headed. I fear that many, even those professing Jesus, are headed into God's eternal wrath.
"The object of our faith is more important than the sincerity of our belief. The man who thinks he is right but is not sure may be far better off than the one who is “sure” but is absolutely wrong. The credibility of our faith begins with objective truth and ends with internal trust." -Elmer Towns
Examine yourself. Is you God one of your own making or is He the God of the Bible?
Hearing the glorious gospel
At the time, I thought it bothered me because we were at a Christian college so why did we need to hear this multiple times a week. I just want some more meat.
Now as I look back I realize how wrong I was. The real challenge I was having and didn't realize it was that the gospel most of the people were sharing was a weak and pathetic gospel. It wasn't a call to repent and believe in Jesus. It was a call to "pray this prayer" and "accept Jesus." Like Jesus was the nerdy kid at recess that needed friends desperately (trust me I know the feeling).
It was like some voodoo for salvation. The magic formula or words (abrakadabra pull the savior out of the hat). To prove how weak it was, people were to close their eyes and raise their hands because no one was looking around or to bring a friend down front with them if it made the more comfortable. How is this the radical life changing gospel of Jesus Christ?
I'm not saying that if you said this prayer you weren't saved. I'm saying you weren't saved by the prayer, but by repenting and turning to Christ.
The real way I came to understand this was that I heard the real, powerful, true gospel. I heard the gospel that was not about me and what I was to do but about God and what He had done for His glory to reconcile a people to Himself.
It was no longer about a God that was helpless and begging me to come Him, but about Christ who had DEMANDED that I come to Him not of my own power of will because it is completely sinful, but by His sacrifice and Spirit.
This is the true gospel. That we daily seek after Christ by His power and He brings us continually closer to Himself.
Salvation is not a one time thing. Its not a "I done did that" deal. It is a continual looking to Christ for only He can save.
Examine yourself to see if you are truly in the faith.
The gospel is gloriously and never can one who know its power tire of hearing it.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
You will be Judged!
1) We will be judged for what have done.
For every deed and every thought we will be held accountable to a holy God.
2) We will be judged for what we didn't do.
For every time we dishonored God by not doing what He commanded of us we will be held accountable.
3) We will be held accountable for everything we would have done if not for the grace of God.
We are completely evil, but yet even as bad as we are we would be infinitely worse if God's common grace were not on us. The "good" we do is still only from God's grace. If not for His common grace each of us make men such as Hitler look as though he were a boy scout.
So here is the point: Are you ready to be judged for all of this? How will you stand before God when it is over? If you say it is by your good deeds then know you still owe the little good you've done to God.
The only way to stand before a holy God in the end is with Christ. Seek after Christ. Know that if you do He will save you and when He saves you He will send the Holy Spirit into you crying Abba Father! And then you will stand before God not as an enemy standing before a judge, but as a son standing before his father.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
The Privilege of Preaching
I think there are a great deal of people in my generation who have bought in to this social gospel idea. The idea that our main person as Christians is to make this life better. Or that the only effective way to share the gospel is after building relationships.
May I make it clear that that is lie from Hell that has perpetuated the Church. While yes there is a great deal of merit to showing love as we are commanded to do (first to the Church and then to the world) and there is merit to relationships they can never take the place of preaching the name of Christ.
Throughout Scripture not only are we commanded to proclaim through preaching but we are given example after example.
And what are we to preach?
As for the word that he sent to Israel, preaching good news of peace through Jesus Christ (He is Lord of all), you yourselves know what happened throughout all Judea, beginning from Galilee after the baptism that John proclaimed: how God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Spirit and with power. He went about doing good and healing all who were oppressed by the devil, for God was with Him. And we are witnesses of all that He did both in the country of the Jews and in Jerusalem. They put Him to death by hanging Him on a tree, but God raised Him on the third day and made Him to appear, not to all the people but to us who had been chosen by God as witnesses, who ate and drank with Him after he rose from the dead. And he commanded us to preach to the people and to testify that He is the one appointed by God to be judge of the living and the dead. To Him all the prophets bear witness that everyone who believes in him receives forgiveness of sins through his name."
(Act 10:36-43)
We are to preach that Jesus Christ is the only way to salvation and that He is the Judge of the living and the dead.
I hear very few preachers talk about Jesus Christ as Judge. Yes, He is a loving God and that is why we can preach that all who come to Him receive forgiveness of sin and rest for their souls, but whether you come to Him or not know that He will be your judge.
So let us follow His example and go about doing good, but may we never forget His command to us is to preach and to testify.
If we only were to do good without proclaiming Christ it would be as if we went up to a prison cell. In the cell there is a man that is captive, thristy, and starving. And we stand there desiring to do good so we offer him a crumb of bread. In one hand we hold out this crumb for him to take, but in our other hand we are holding the keys to that cell and yet we never even present them.
The world is hungry and thirsty and may we lovingly care for them and feed them, but there hunger and thirst is in no way their primary problem. Their ultimate problem is that they are captives to their sin. They love their sin and hate God. But we know the answer. We know the truth. And we must present it.
The world's ultimate need is not bread, but the bread that is the body of Christ broken for the world.
Jesus said to them, "I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst.
(Joh 6:35)
And He took bread, and when He had given thanks, He broke it and gave it to them, saying, "This is my body, which is given for you. Do this in remembrance of me."
(Luk 22:19)
The world is thirsty and so let us offer them water is springs up from eternal life.
Jesus said to her, "Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty again. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life."
(Joh 4:13-14)
This is world's true need. How can we dare offer them any less?
Thursday, January 08, 2009
I must offend
Below is a modified (for spelling errors and to conceal identities and minor changes to clarify my thoughts) reply that I sent to them. It is the say reply I would have to anyone that the gospel has offended.
I post this hear because I desire my friends first off to know my God, but secondly to know where I stand. I cannot bear to think that I go another day and not tell each of you about my amazing God and King. I beg you to read. If we were to never speak again this is the only thing I would desire for you to know.
_________________________
Dear friends,
My heart is screaming for relief. I have so many emotions as I read your letter. Know that I truly do hate that I hurt you, but I think you must also know that I am in no way sorry for the truth that I have written and shared.
Know that as long as you have known me I have known that Christ is the only way to salvation, and my regret is that I had not let you know sooner.
Please know that I do indeed love you and that is why I must not keep quiet concerning the Lord I know and serve.
Understand that I by no means believe that you are going to hell because you are an atheist or because you are Jewish. I believe you are going to Hell because you are a sinner and you have sinned against a Holy God. A God that created you and of you demands perfection, but your sin has made you an enemy of God and He will continue to seek to destroy you as such unless your relationship with Him changes.
Truly all people who are not in Christ are Enemy's of God because of their sin.
All men are alike this and that includes me. Of myself I am nothing but evil. My most righteous of deeds is like dirty rags to a Holy God. The fact that I and all people did not make Hitler look like a boy scout is due to the grace God has so mercifully bestowed. Had God not changed my evil heart and called me to Himself I would suffer His eternal wrath in Hell.
Yes, this Hell is indeed the destination of all men for their sin. But God did indeed have a plan from before the world began and that was to send His Son, Jesus Christ.
God demands punishment for sin but because He desired to save His people we needed a substitution. We needed one who could take upon Himself God's wrath and that sacrifice had to be perfect. So God became man. He walked among us and was tempted by all things, but yet He did not sin. And then just as God had planned Christ was killed by those He came to save.
Yet it was not merely Christ death that paid for us, but it was that all of God's wrath that was let out upon Christ. The pain of the cross was nothing compared to this.
Christ is so great and so glorious and so worthy that His momentary stay under His Father's wrath was enough to pay for all those that would come to believe in Him and repent of their sins.
But Christ did not stay dead. No, three days in the grave and He rose so that He may reign above all creation.
By His death we were cleansed of our sin and by His life we are counted in His righteousness.
But we must come to Him. We must cry out repenting of our sins continually and serving Him completely as Lord of our lives and of all things.
So no I do not think you are going to Hell because you are Jewish or atheist or Muslim or any other religion, but I do know that without coming to Christ you will go to Hell for sinning against a Holy God.
How much more evil would I be had I not spoke this? How cruel would I be to know the truth and not share it? I say these things because I love you more than you could ever know. I love you with the very love of God and beg you to seek christ. I weep that you do not.
I know this is offensive. It is so offensive that they killed my savior over it. If only I had offended you sooner for if I have not done so until now then I truly have done a great disservice to you for I must have never fully spoke the truth to you. By love I must offend or I do not know love.
I will continue until I die to speak these words and if I must lose your friendship then so be it. I wil not not stop speaking truth, I will not stop loving you, I will not stop respecting you, and by no means will I stop urging you to seek after Christ until He changes your heart and forgives you sin.
Call out to Christ for He alone can save you.
I desire in no way to lose your friendship, but if you cannot accept my faith then I wish you all the be stand will keep you in my prayers.
Love,
Jason
Monday, January 05, 2009
The Christian's Paradox
The more I see my sin the more I see His grace.
The lower I find myself in distress of my sin the great joy He gives.
The more I see the world's need for Christ the more He reveals His sovereign control and plan.
But yet it is never in equal portions. No, what Christ gives many times more worthy and valuable. He continually gives me more grace in sanctification.
Oh God continue to cleanse us. Continue to heal us. Continue to sanctify us and bring us to you.
Praise Him, Praise, Praise Him for "Holy, Holy, Holy is Lord God Almighty"
The sorrow of my soul
This morning as I was preparing for church I received an e-mail from someone I considered a dear friend. In this e-mail I was called harsh words and even compared to Hitler.
Why was this person so angry? Because I had written a posted a note on facebook that stated all those that do not know Christ are going to Hell for their sins.I cannot and will not stop sharing this message. For those that come to Christ it is the most beautiful message they will ever hear and for those that do not it is truly a horrifying message.
Because of this message I have lost 2 people I loved dearly. They have even removed me from their facebook friends. But that is not why I weep though it does sadden me.
I weep for 2 reasons and when I say weep I truly mean weep. Multiple times this day a strong sorrow has welled up in me and lead me to near convulsion in tears.
The first reason for this sorrow is that it has caused me to look at myself and wonder why has it taken such a long time for this gospel I believe to offend them. It has led me to realize that had i truly been as bold and as truthful to those I love most of them would have grown to hate me long ago. The gospel of Jesus Christ is offensive. It is sharp. It will separate those that love God from those that hate God. Oh Lord that I had spoken your truth sooner and more directly. May God give me the stregnth and courage to do so.
The second reason is that these people I love are still bound to Hell. They have heard the truth and rejected it and by their sin they will be condemned. I am weeping over their souls. Longing that they come to Christ and repent. Not just them, but so many more that I love and are going to suffer under God's wrath unless He changes their hearts.
Oh God I thank you for showing me the truth. I thank you that you are mighty and merciful and you have a people you are calling to yourself. I ask that you would call my friends out of their sin and unto your Son. I ask that you would give me the boldness to offend when I must, but the compassion to do so in love. Lord, I ask that in the midst of this pain I feel that you would make the joy of my salvation known. You have broken me this day and I thank you, but may you now rebuild my heart to be more like yours.
Saturday, January 03, 2009
John Piper Make War
www.desiringgod.org%2FResourceLibrary%2FSermons%2FByDate%2F2002%2F84_How_to_Kill_Sin_Part_2%2F%26gt%3BHow&h=986dbba39a432491452a6ab33f7c72ca
Monday, October 27, 2008
An Open Letter to All Christians
Dear family,
I'm trying to guard myself on politics this year as I have a tendency to go overboard, but I feel I must say something.
There have been several attacks on Barack Obama's faith made public on this list. I do not think this talk is helpful to any one or to the campaign. Personally, I highly doubt that either he, Joe Biden, or John McCain have any real relationship to Christ, though they all probably think they do.
So what are we to do about it? Well may I strongly encourage all of us to study 2 Timothy 2:1-4 and Titus 3:1-2. And hold fast to 2 Chronicles 7:14.
First of all, then, I urge that supplications, prayers, intercessions, and thanksgivings be made for all people, for kings and all who are in high positions, that we may lead a peaceful and quiet life, godly and dignified in every way. This is good, and it is pleasing in the sight of God our Savior, who desires all people to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth.
(1Ti 2:1-4)
Oh how guilty I am in this arena. So quick to judge and yet so slow to pray. Are our hearts in line with God? Are we praying and interceding for those in high positions? Do we desire men to come to Christ even those we disagree with? How much greater is our God to change the hearts of sinful men and how much more effective in bringing about godly leaders. Pray, pray, pray for each candidate. Pray so much more than you fight for it is such a greater blessing and of such great benefit.
Remind them to be submissive to rulers and authorities, to be obedient, to be ready for every good work, to speak evil of no one, to avoid quarreling, to be gentle, and to show perfect courtesy toward all people.
(Tit 3:1-2)
Are we being gentle? Are we being showing perfect courtesy? In our political battles are we yet ready for every good work? I must admit that I am not able to let both "curses and praises flow" from my mouth. I cannot constantly speak rumors and gossip of someone and yet submit to their rule.
if my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land.
(2Ch 7:14)
We are people called by His name. The greatest name in all existence. A name that has given us great power to be humble. What a mighty promise God gave Israel. And what a greater promise for those that have the Holy Spirit dwelling within them can cling.
With just a few days left in this election I close with this. "Seek His face." Stand in the beauty of His presence and seek Him. bow before His throne and pray for all our leaders. Pray not only that they would lead righteously, but that they come to know the one who died on a cross for the sins of His people. Pray that those who have been called by Christ would continue to grow in wisdom and knowledge of Chirst.
Campaign on truth and facts, but do more importantly pray. Pray that we would be humble servants, speaking evil of no one, prayer warriors for our leadership, servants of Christ, and ambassadors to a lost and dying world.
In Christ,
Jason Vaughn, a lowly servant undeserving of the grace bestowed.
Saturday, October 11, 2008
Leaping for Christ!
(Act 3:1-10)
I'm always amazed at what the Holy spirit Brings to mind when I read God's Word. In my last post I wrote that I think we are missing out on some of the power of the Holy Spirit. I think that we are so afraid of sensationalism that we have fled from it completely to an equally unscriptural point, but in this passage we see evidence of this power in two ways:
1. We see evidence of this power in the healing of the lame man.
2. We see evidence of this power as this man turns immediately from a beggar at the gate to a man that is praising God.
I find the power of God amazing. Not only did he heal this man, but it says he began to "leaping." God didn't just make this man able to walk. He made him able to leap.
When you look to God what are you expecting from Him? Are expecting Him to leave you as you are? Perhaps you're just praying He'll let you crawl.
That is not who our God is. Our God doesn't just heal, He causes His people to leap.
I'm not just referring to physical healing, though I do believe that our God is still the same today and does heal. I'm talking about healing your lame heart. Your dead decaying evil heart. He can make your heart leap to life and cause you to praise Him.
Think about it. This man wasn't looking or expecting to be healed. He just wanted another hand out. He had no faith in himself. His heart was as lame as his legs. But God had something for this man. God did a work first to physically heal him and then to regenerate him that he could praise God.
All of this was a work of God. The man had nothing to do with it. Peter and John had little to do with it themselves other than being simple vessels.
But when God got a hold of this man He gave him more than he dared to dream. God gave the man Himself (and as a side note He healed the man's legs).
So what about you? Are you leaping for Christ? Or are you still a lame beggar at the gate?
If you are still waiting at the gate then I urge you seek Christ. Cry out to Christ. And don't stop crying out until He causes you, just as He did the lame man, to leap with praises for who He is.
Monday, October 06, 2008
Power and Passion
I have read this verse many times throughout my life, but as I was considering it tonight God brought to mind some interesting thoughts.
First He led me to consider the placement of Acts. Have you ever realized that God led those that canonized the Bible to place Acts right after the gospel? So immediately after God through His Word teaches us the most spectacular truth in the universe He then goes on not to teach theology as found in Paul's letters, but instead we a history book (full of theological truths, but focused on history). And what is this history book about? Two things: The church and it's beginnings and the spreading of the gospel to the nations.
I think his is truly an amazing picture of the heart of God. First we see the vehicle through which he intends to fulfill His plans, the people of God filled with the Holy Spirit, and then we see what that vehicle is to do, share the gospel and disciple the nations.If you've ever considered leaving the church or the purpose of the church then I strongly encourage you to read Acts.
A couple other thoughts on Acts 1:8.
1. What is this power we are given? I know who it is from and how it is received, by baptism in the Holy Spirit (which I believe occurs at conversion to all believers), and I even know what is if for, to be a witness, but I am still unsure about is what exactly is that power really.
2. The other thing I was thinking about when reading Acts 1:8 is that when Christ says "Jerusalem and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth" I don't think he is merely giving a pattern for missions as I have always been taught. I was taught that you do missions locally and then you spread out. While this is not necessarily a bad method I do not believe it is the primary function of this text.
It seems to me that Christ is truly excited ans as he is speaking he just lets more and more intense. It reads almost like a football coach that is overly excited. Its not a pattern, but a passion. A passion to be a witness. A passion to see the glory of God exalted in all the earth. I believe that through this power that we receive we should have the same intensity and desire for the gospel to be taken to all people as Christ does.
Those are just a few thoughts from reading first part of Acts. Please comment and share any additional insight you may have on Acts in general, Acts 1:8, or simply what God is doing in your life.
Monday, September 15, 2008
I know that I can make it!
I haven't sung this song in a long time, but what a blessing that Lord brought to me. It is Kirk Franklin's "My Life is in Your Hands" Praise His name!
You don't have to worry
And don't you be afraid
Joy comes in the morning
Troubles they don't last always
For there's a friend named Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say
Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands
You don't have to worry
And don't you be afraid
Joy comes in the morning
Troubles they don't last always
For there's a friend named Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if your heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say
Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands
With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands
So when your tests and trials
They seem to get you down
And all your friends and loved ones
Are nowhere to be found
Remember there's a friend named Jesus
Who will wipe your tears away
And if you heart is broken
Just lift your hands and say
Oh
I know that I can make it
I know that I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands
With Jesus I can take it
With Him I know I can stand
No matter what may come my way
My life is in your hands
3x
My life is in your hand 4x
And while this song brings peace and strength to my soul I must remember that it ultimately is not about my life but about Him and please also join me in this brief old chorus to magnify our God.
What a mighty God we serve
what a mighty god we serve
Angels bow before Him
Heaven and earth adore Him
What a mighty God we serve.
Monday, September 08, 2008
Lead feet of sinfulness
This verse has continuously come to my mind lately. I hear many of my friends constantly bring this verse up, but usually only on laws they agree with like not drinking until you're 21.
But this verse encompasses all laws not just some. I have been experiencing "the sake of conscience" lately concerning some laws. For me it has been concerning speeding. I've heard it said that a Christian's right foot is last thing to be saved.
How can we as Christians hope to live by the law of Christ and continually break His authority He has placed over us?
It is not just about following the laws, but following Him. Striving for holiness. Striving to find a greater joy and thrill.
Let us all examine the Scriptures (I was about to write hearts, but the heart is deceitful) and consider how we truly view the laws. Let us remember that the authority is ultimately from God alone.
Monday, August 25, 2008
His Name - Councelor
Part 2:
http://premium.fileden.com/premium/2007/11/28/1612427/spurgeon.mp3
In case you missed the first one since its been 9 moths since I did it. you can listen to it too. I apologize but the sound quality is much worse on this one.
His Name-Wonderful:
http://www.fileden.com/files/2007/11/28/1612427/his%20name%20is%20wonderful.mp3
Friday, August 22, 2008
Genesis 1-20
1:1 What hope there is in these first four words. "In the beginning, God" Our creator has always been there. He created the beauty of the world and ordained its fall.
1:2 God calls light out of darkness. Prayer: Lord call my soul out of darkness into light.
1:26 "Us" For all eternity God has existed in perfect unity as the Father, Son, and Holy Spirit without any need or want.
1:28 Man is the first creature that God blesses. The first blessings are children and dominion.
1:30 All creation was created as vegetarians.
2:3 The next blessing of God in on the Sabbath.
2:23 Man's first poem is about his bride.
2:24 this marriage decree gives the reason for the law against adultery.
3:3 Eve is dumb.
3:6 Adam was with Eve when she was deceived. He let her lead and when he stopped leading the fall came.
3:10 I want to hear the sound of God in the Garden!
3:14 The first curse of God was against the serpent.
3:15 Promise of redemption is shown.
3:16 the harmony in marriage is broken.
3:17-19 Because of Adam's sin, God curses the ground and he is told of his death.
3:21 First reference to animals dying (use of skins)
3:24 Cherubim traditional protect the holiness of God. Here the protect the garden.
4:1 sex, conception, ad birth
4:2-4 First example of God's demand for sacrifices.
4:4 God knew the heart of Abel be that of a worshiper.
4:7 First use of term sin.
4:7 God tells Cain sin is after him. Shows the aggressive nature of sin. Sin is not passive.
4:8 Cain kills Abel.
4:11 Again the ground is cursed.
4:14 Obviously society is forming with many more people being born than those mentioned.
4:13 Cain responds with self-pity not repentance.
4:19 Lamech celebrates his sin in song. (This is only the second use of verse and it is already corrupted to glorify sin rather then God)
4L19 Lamech is the first polygamist mentioned.
4:26 Seth and his son Enoch start the first revival as people begin to call on the name of the Lord.
5:3 Seth is the likeness of Adam and Man is the likeness of God.
5:21-28 are there two genealogies with Enoch, Methuselah and Lamech?
5:32 Noah is the old father at 500.
6:4 Nephalim not the "sons of God." The are probably spiritual offspring of Satan with demonic powers.
6:4 Nephalim are possibly around after the flood (?)
6:5 Total Depravity-EVERY deed was evil
6:15 Why did Moses include this detail for the ark?
6:19 "of ever sort" not all
7:3 God desired more clean animals for food and sacrifice.
7:4 Noah was on the Ark seven days before the rain began.
7:16 God shuts Noah in the ark.
8:20 the first altar is mentioned.
8:21 God promises not to curse the ground again because of man.
8:21 God proclaims the evil of man's heart from his youth.
8:22 God promises never to destroy everything again as long as the remains.
9:1-2 God give Noah and his sons the same blessing as Adam and Eve - children and dominion.
9:3 God gives animals to be eaten
9:6 God demands the life of a murderous man.
9:9 God establishes the fist covenant.
10:5 people spread and languages change.
10:8 Nimrod, a mighty man, hunter before the Lord. Seems to run rebellious kingdom
10:25 Peleg - the earth was divided.
11:1 Babel seems to occur before the spread since there was only one language.
11:4 "name for ourselves" shows their pride and arrogance.
11:4 The purpose of the tower to keep them from dispersing, caused their dispersion.
12:3 God plans redemption through Abram.
12:7 Abram builds altar consecrating the promised land.
13:4 Abram returns to the first altar.
13:6 We move from famine to such great blessing that the land can't handle it.
13:15 God promises all the land to Abram "forever" hence Israel 1949
13:18 Abram builds a third altar consecrating the land.
14:12 Lot, who keeps moving closer to Sodom, is captured.
14:18 El Elyon - God Most High
14:18 Melchizedek (meaning king of righteousness) has come to know the true God
14:23 Abram did not desire that the king of Sodom could say he gave Abram his wealth.
15:1 First of many "fear nots"
15:1 The Lord is Abram's shield.
15:13 God tells Abram of Egyptian enslavery for 400 years.
15:14 God plans great possessions for Israel.
15:15 Abram is told he will dies peacefully and old.
15:18 Abram sleeps as God makes His covenant with him.
16:3 Sarai (like Eve) takes leadership and Abram sins.
16:5 Big surprise Sarai is upset that Hagar is pregnant.
16:12 The future of Ishmael and those that come from him is told. How clear is this prophesy seen in Islam today.
16:13 A God of seeing - only use
17:1 God Almighty
17:5 Abram becomes Abraham. This barren aged couple is the father of a multitude of nations.
Note: There is no if...then statement in either the Noatic or Abrahamic covenant. It is all God's work of redemption by His grace alone.
17:10 circumcision('m not sure if circumcision of the heart is less painful, but it sure makes me cringe less)
-this covenant is made in the flesh even though it is "everlasting"
17:14 The uncircumcised are cut off from the people of God.
17:15 Sarai becomes Sarah. Both names mean princess. Sarai might mean the nobility she came from and Sarah is about the nobility that shall come.
17:18-19 The Lord sovereign elects Isaac and not Ishmael.
17:23 Ishmael receives the sign of the covenant through circumcision.
18:1 The Lord appears to Abraham (Christ?)
18:3 Three men are there, but Abraham refers to them as "O Lord"
18: 9-10 The term "they" is used, but in the next verse "Lord" is used.
18:12 Sarah laughs.
18:14 "Is anything to hard for the Lord" NO! Amen
18:24-33 wondering if this is where the phrase "jewed him down" begins (I hate that phrase)
19:1 Two angels-perhaps of the three men, the other was the Lord that spoke to Abraham
19:2 Lot invites the angels in
19:4 "To the last man" everyman in this town was wicked.
19:8 Lot offers his daughter instead of the men (maybe this is why they are so screwed up)
19:10 angels rescue Lot "shut the door"
19:11 the men are struck blind.
19:14 Lots sons-in-laws would not heed the warning and were destroyed.
19:16 Lot lingers but the angels "seize him" (God's determination to save Lot)
19:21 Lot flees back to Zoar
19:24 God rains sulphur and fire on Sodom and Gomorrah and all the valley
19:26 Lot's wife turned into a pillar of salt (Lord give me faith to believe)
19:29 Abraham's faith saved Lot.
19:30 Lot goes from abundance to living in a cave
19:31 Lot's daughters are messed up!
20:2 Abraham lies about Sarah again. This woman is over 90 and still got men wanting her body.
20:6 God keeps Abimelech from sinning.
20:14 though Abraham lied Abimelech offers gifts to Abraham.
20:17 After the gifts are given to wombs of the women of Abimelech's family are opened. Apparently Abraham and Sarah were here for a while.
Thursday, August 21, 2008
Returning to the Light
With entertainment and decor jobs drying up.
Loans and bills flooding in as a tidal wave.
My dad's latest betrayal of my step-mom.
My mother's constant worry and nagging about returning to school and finding a "real" job.
The enemy's attempt to corrupt God's revelation of my sin. Flaunting it in m face trying to hide the grace that Christ has taken the sin upon Himself.
And the feeling of uselessness that constantly haunts me.
It is not worry or anxiety.
It is different. As I wrote yesterday it is a darkness.
And so I retreat into the Light.
Psa 119:105 Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.
As I feel useless I go to the most useful book in all of creation.
2Ti 3:16-17 All Scripture is breathed out by God and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for training in righteousness, (17) that the man of God may be competent, equipped for every good work.
Over the next few weeks I will embark deeply into the Word of God for the nourishment of my soul.
I ask you prayers as I read through His Word. I pray for the strength and discipline not to be distracted by trivial notions. I pray that I only take time for fellowship, teaching and sharing that which God shows me.
Thank you for your prayers.
Culmination
What else can I expect from an unregenerate man?
I pray God will bring both of them to Himself in Christ.
I think the posts from the last two days have been a lead up to this. Interesting.
On top of that looks like I'll be alone most of the weekend. No plans.
This really sucks.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Sovereign Depression
From time to time I suffer from depression. It is not just that I'm sad, but its as though a deep emptiness or darkness just comes over me and I cannot fight it off.
I pray and read and worship and it still refuses to lift.
I sit in the dark at times just sobbing and sometimes I can't even figure out why. Its similar to being in a crowed room and yet being all alone. It can hit without warning or reason.
I am thankful that in this suffering their is one constant. God.
I've heard people say that Christians do not get depressed, but I believe that this depression comes from God.
I serve a sovereign LORD who not only creates, but controls all things.
That is my one constant beam of hope in this darkness.
It is what allows me to continue to worship. For every trial and sickness brought upon me is from the LORD and in that the depths of my heart rejoice.
Is God fair? and Rejoicing in Trials
The fact that I am forgiven is completely unfair. The fact that I'm not suffering in Hell today is unfair.
No God is not fair at least as I see it but He is just. My forgiveness is not fair yet it is Holy. It is righteous. The one who had no sin took my sin upon Himself and while it is true I don't in anyway deserve it God in His compassion and for His glory has called me out of my sin and forgiven.
My forgiveness is not a subject to be despised, but one in which I should constantly rejoice.
That is one of the challenges with growth in Christ. The more we grow the more we see our see sin. The more we despise our sin. But in seeing and despising our sin we grow in understanding how truly gracious and merciful God is toward His people.
This topic makes me think of my Sunday School class discussion this week. We are going through James. And after three weeks we made it to James 1:2 :) (studying this actually takes us throughout the Scriptures so its truly a blessing and while we might not make it far in the book I think the knowledge is more important than speed).
James 1:2 Count it all joy, my brothers, when you meet trials of various kinds
Now how do we count it all joy? Do we say to ourselves: "Well the Bible says we'll have trials so we might as well take them with a smile"?
No, I think their are many reasons we have to be joyful through trials.
When facing trials we can continually bring the following to mind.
First, we know that the trials themselves can be considered a joy to the Christian. We understand that while it may be hard to see at the time God is going to work these trials for our good. I personally believe this is one of the greatest blessing in understanding the complete sovereignty of God in all things. We can know that He cannot fail in His promises.
Rom 8:28-29 And we know that for those who love God all things work together for good, for those who are called according to his purpose. (29) For those whom he foreknew he also predestined to be conformed to the image of his Son, in order that he might be the firstborn among many brothers.
Secondly, we know that some trials are tests from the Lord.
Tests to show His righteousness and cause people to fear and honor Him so that we may not sin.
Exo 20:20 Moses said to the people, "Do not fear, for God has come to test you, that the fear of him may be before you, that you may not sin."
Tests can also help us discern the will of God.
Rom 12:2 Do not be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewal of your mind, that by testing you may discern what is the will of God, what is good and acceptable and perfect.
Finally, we know that at the end of testing is a great reward.
Jas 1:12 Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him.
When we understand that this world and its trials are not the end of all existence then we are truly free to rejoice as the believers in Hebrews rejoiced.
Heb 10:32-35 But recall the former days when, after you were enlightened, you endured a hard struggle with sufferings, (33) sometimes being publicly exposed to reproach and affliction, and sometimes being partners with those so treated. (34) For you had compassion on those in prison, and you joyfully accepted the plundering of your property, since you knew that you yourselves had a better possession and an abiding one. (35) Therefore do not throw away your confidence, which has a great reward.
When we truly set our heart on these things, on the things above, then we will know how we can rejoice in our trials and we truly can count it all joy.
Now join me in rejoicing our glorious savior. If you do no wish to sing or know the tune then just read the words and worship in verse.
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O for a thousand tongues to sing
1. O for a thousand tongues to sing
my great Redeemer's praise,
the glories of my God and King,
the triumphs of his grace!
2. My gracious Master and my God,
assist me to proclaim,
to spread through all the earth abroad
the honors of thy name.
3. Jesus! the name that charms our fears,
that bids our sorrows cease;
'tis music in the sinner's ears,
'tis life, and health, and peace.
4. He breaks the power of canceled sin,
he sets the prisoner free;
his blood can make the foulest clean;
his blood availed for me.
5. He speaks, and listening to his voice,
new life the dead receive;
the mournful, broken hearts rejoice,
the humble poor believe.
6. Hear him, ye deaf; his praise, ye dumb,
your loosened tongues employ;
ye blind, behold your savior come,
and leap, ye lame, for joy.
7. In Christ, your head, you then shall know,
shall feel your sins forgiven;
anticipate your heaven below,
and own that love is heaven.
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It is well with my soul
When peace, like a river, attendeth my way,
When sorrows like sea billows roll;
Whatever my lot, Thou has taught me to say,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
Refrain
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, with my soul,
It is well, it is well, with my soul.
Though Satan should buffet, though trials should come,
Let this blest assurance control,
That Christ has regarded my helpless estate,
And hath shed His own blood for my soul.
Refrain
My sin, oh, the bliss of this glorious thought!
My sin, not in part but the whole,
Is nailed to the cross, and I bear it no more,
Praise the Lord, praise the Lord, O my soul!
Refrain
For me, be it Christ, be it Christ hence to live:
If Jordan above me shall roll,
No pang shall be mine, for in death as in life
Thou wilt whisper Thy peace to my soul.
Refrain
But, Lord, ‘tis for Thee, for Thy coming we wait,
The sky, not the grave, is our goal;
Oh trump of the angel! Oh voice of the Lord!
Blessèd hope, blessèd rest of my soul!
Refrain
And Lord, haste the day when my faith shall be sight,
The clouds be rolled back as a scroll;
The trump shall resound, and the Lord shall descend,
Even so, it is well with my soul.
Refrain